“I donot love too much,love me with care for love is just a mindset” I said this because I never took time to explore the heart of love.I used to just see it through the mirror of love,I had never felt it . I saw lust in everybody’s eyes including urs .Hv never trusted anyone with my heart.How did I come to love uđ¤, the question has its answers. But I still wonder whether what I feel is love.For love,desperation and lust are kinda the same.One day u told me to write about u,i have alot to write about .ALL I CAN SAY IS U R MY COMFORT.I didnt and dont understand y am comfortable with u,the comfort have never felt. Well i know u r too human to die with a dead beauty and am too weak but I love u,not for ur money for we all know money cant buy love. Well am at point wea I feel i have betrayed myself for i promised never to love and most especially a moslem man.I still love u anyway. There will be times of disappointment ,hate,regret,but those can pass if u have reason for love,well I dont know y u love me and y me for loving me somehow is like suicide. It can only be life if u love me for a reason. If its nagging am sorry but thats for u. I LOVE U my life.
Disappointed
My heart bleeds heavily with disappointment and agony. My soul regrets its goodness and loveliness. I trusted too much, Forgetting all have black spots in their hearts.
The pinch just touched the small bit of my skin. Painful beyond bearing, hot like a bee sting because you covered hate with the coat of love. It hurts looking at your friend like the devil itself.
I have no tears to shed for my eyes are tired of watering dry lands. I know am not perfect, am not better than anyone else.
A GOLDEN NEEDLE
The sun pierced a golden needle in stoney heart of my being. My heart melted like barter close to hot metal.The tiny thing went so deep that it was irresistible to even a resilient mortal. The needle is a feeling I strongly have,too hard to resist,too friendly to ignore and always there just like the thorns on a rose flower. Here it is helping me move down this road,telling me who I am,pushing me beyond the planets,and occupying my loneliness. Its now that I realise that am just abandoned like deepest darkness. All I know is that ,it was just a feeling. The sun rose and set,it went with it all. I TRUTHFULLY MISS EVERYTHING.
Flowers
The world is a garden of flowers that God created in his own image , everyday a new seedling is planted into the world , given warmth and all the goodies of life. After being placed in this wicked world , the flower losses its original colour , it adjusts to a new way of life and adopts a nauseating smell instead of fragrance. It forgets its purpose and creator.
Everyday a flower is born, it withers and shades off its beauty . The flower becomes as wicked as the world lives in. As wicked as the world, it ceases to be a flower.
The dark life
Sometime back, during the ancient time of life, the morning hour of life. The sun and the moon were brighter than ever. But; now in the evening hour, the light is dim , the sun and the moon are no more, the sea waters are cold , the world is wild. Leaving nothing like light, covering me with a blanket of darkness.
The unseen Friend
A friend knew me before i saw the light of the world. A friend whose gender i don’t know and a friend to all. This friend caresses me carefully, the magical touch on my eyes makes me to slowly close them. I forget my self and he takes total control . It hurts that i can’t see him , its sad that i don’t know his shape. He takes me to a place, a place i always go to but can’t remember its features. Am taken to the world of the unseen,i cannot see myself when am in this world. I become unseen. My friend is very lovable but unwanted at times. SLEEP my best and worst friend. How loving you are SLEEP!
My First Blog Post
Be yourself; Everyone else is already taken.
â Oscar Wilde.
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Introduce Yourself (Example Post)
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