I dont know what is wrong with me, cant understand why my tongue is too heavy to say it. Maybe I just don’t know when my lips should say it,truth is the word hides deep in my heart ,i always say it in my mind but ,the tongue ! Atleast I know my tongue lightens when the one infront of me is calm, the tongue will quickly say “am sorry” .Well,those words never sound when the person I wronged is burning with anger ,the devil in me tells me to find defence. Truthfully there is a soft quiet voice that always say” Its just a word, say it”Unfortunately this voice is always over powered. The word just solves everything yet my tongue becomes heavier than lead to say it. I pray i say it.
“Just a word ” you may say. Till time comes when u feel the pain that comes due to failure of saying it. God!!! ,that pain comes from beyond the deepest of the heart, it burns like hot iron.It will keep u burning and when you look at the face you once angered , You will feel like mountain lava has been added to the melting iron in your heart.
As simple as it looks , sometimes it gets hard to say ‘sorry’ and really mean it.We have to be careful in our actions inorder not to cut a poor figure.
Sacrifice is at the heart of repentance. Saying sorry without thinking about it because you want to move on is as good as adding salt to the wound. This waters down to the value of the word. A true and sincere sorry offers real regret and remorse for our actions. It means acknowleging our faults, its a relief.It can build a deeper and trusting relationship.SORRY is a word which can transfrom the clumsiest moment into a gracious gift.

