TELL ME Y ME

“I donot love too much,love me with care for love is just a mindset” I said this because I never took time to explore the heart of love.I used to just see it through the mirror of love,I had never felt it . I saw lust in everybody’s eyes including urs .Hv never trusted anyone with my heart.How did I come to love u🤔, the question has its answers. But I still wonder whether what I feel is love.For love,desperation and lust are kinda the same.One day u told me to write about u,i have alot to write about .ALL I CAN SAY IS U R MY COMFORT.I didnt and dont understand y am comfortable with u,the comfort have never felt. Well i know u r too human to die with a dead beauty and am too weak but I love u,not for ur money for we all know money cant buy love. Well am at point wea I feel i have betrayed myself for i promised never to love and most especially a moslem man.I still love u anyway. There will be times of disappointment ,hate,regret,but those can pass if u have reason for love,well I dont know y u love me and y me for loving me somehow is like suicide. It can only be life if u love me for a reason. If its nagging am sorry but thats for u. I LOVE U my life.